The Deepest Love Letter

my pale face is getting older
wrinkles hugging my luminous eyes
i close them so i can see you
my heart crying out for you wondering why

midnight sky and prayers to my God
whom i adore and believe allowed me to see
that i was hidden until i met you
my authentic self sleeping deep inside of me

awakening by your friendship which for me turned into deep love
yet to you this was only evil and i was to be made extinct no longer able to give you my hugs

this longing for you my beloved remains
although i am dating and open to new love
but it is you who i want to share my life with
the only way to do so is by sharing the stars above

i like white light in the distance
like billions diamonds which shimmer
and they are far away so we cannot hurt them
and they allow for our eyes to see

gentleness and shimmering water by the river
deepest love river where i spent time with you my love
i sure wish you would have chosen to be with me
because you love me and it’s same with me

n_n

While You Were Sleeping
I felt your heart beating,
and in my head love was repeating.
 all I could do was smile and take my head seeing the sky
I watched you for a while.
when I held your hand, I knew where my heart would land.
While you were sleeping

you would hold me near.
I would cry all my tears.
 from you I knew I wouldn’t part I gave to you my heart

and all my sadness of missing

Spring summer fall in winter dreams

Those are shining like a star

They keep whispering

“I’m so in Love with you”

Spring summer fall in winter love

It is breezing to my heart

And it keeps telling

“I’ll make you a rainbow smile”

….~ ~, ….

I remember when we were angles

when we dreamed about us

all my days were happy

just like a snowy Christmas

I wish I’d have them always

Every step I make writes a story

It is full of the heart

Feeling love of my life

and missing friends of my time

I wish I’d have them all

I still keep on holding on these crippled pictures
My hands are bleeding through this  weed
I don’t wanna let you go
Even if I can only watch you from a far in the dark
Your all I want nothing more
even if he’s the one you treasured in your heart
I will still be here until the day I die
I want to stand up for you in times your
feeling troubled and blue
Just one smile on your face is enough for me
Even if my heart is slowly dying
I want to stand always for you even if she’s the one you want
I want to keep on hoping even if it is impossible
Every night I gaze at the stars
I wished that I could be one of them so that I can watch you
from a far
I want to be your light in this world filled with twisted path
I will still stand up for you even if you can’t reciprocate, your
heart to me
It is enough for me from loving you from a far